Hello
Im gonna start by saying that English is not my first language so I apoligize for my typos.
For the past 3 years, I've been using NAP when I most needed . I used with success the chant to excite love( when I had problems in my love life and things got on the right path ) , I worked with Elubatel ( however im not going to do this again because, although it helped me on my problems, I didn't felt right and got depressed ) and Nitika ( I used Nitika with success everytime ). I always thanked them for their help , I lighted a candle every time and it worked great until...
I am a freelance designer. As a freelance you really struggle to get money . I am also trying to start a business with my partner so I can't really get a job ( frankly, I don't really want to sit in a desk unless i am my own boss heh ). I love what I am doing and I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world. So far so good I have managed to pay my rent and have some money as well .
About 2 months ago,me and my partner decided that in order to get our business on the feet ( february 2014) we had to pump some more money. So , I tried doing that.... It didn't really work. Online contests are a pain in the ass because it's basically..lotery.
So, I decided to try NAP. Knowing that it worked everytime, I was pretty confident I would be okay in the next days.
I WAS SO WRONG.
I always meditate,chant,bornless, thank them. So I did that. Im gonna spare you the useless details but Im gonna say this. It didn't work. Somehow I always lost the contest.It was always and I mean always between me and the other designer and he always won. I was begining to wonder what was I doing wrong? I lost almost 2000$ in 2 weeks and I felt like I was in a bad sitecom.
The peak of the situation happened this morning. I was pretty sure I was going to win some money. I talked with the client 3 days ago, he was pleased, he said that im going in the right direction and everything was going to be ok .
It was 5 am and I woke up all of the sudden like someone would shake me. First I thought it was an earthquake and somehow I felt I needed to check my email. So I did and guess what? The client canceled the contract 1 min before I checked the email. Boy, was I pissed. So I started doing the NAP and I said I AM NOT GIVING UP ..I wasnt angry , I was really stuborn and I wasnt going to give up so easily.
10 min ago, I received a check, from a client who would like to work with me .
Patience is a hard lesson But it will eventually work.
THANK YOU NITIKA and ARZEL