Hello everybody,
Even though I visit SA almost every morning I have a concern that I need assistance with.
Late 2014/Early 2015 I really got into The Miracle Of New Avatar Power by Geof Gray Cobb.I was in a rut and needed help.By Divine "accident" I came across this book on the web and was able to secure a copy.I was really motivated to work with the entities and to do it consistently even though I never worked Magick before.I started seeing results almost immediately and was really motivated to keep going and my situation I was in started to get much better.
After I started becoming comfortable in my situation I relaxed a bit and was not doing the rituals as often.Eventually I stopped altogether.I knew the rituals worked but just kept on procrastinating(subconcious resistance maybe)?
Now I really want to get back into NAP with both feet.I even started reading the Mystic Grimiore book.The problem is I feel a little intimidated asking these Spirit entities for guidance and help.I feel their attitude might be like "Ha!Now I see you want to contact us again heh?Well tough luck!"I know I shouldn't feel this way but I do.I know Arzel is the gatekeeper so do I approach the ritual as always or what?
Any help is good help.Thank you.