Hullo,
i don't want to go into much background. and get straight to the point.
i have no idea what i'm doing wrong.
Cross Ritual
NAP
Middle Pillar
Fountain
Borneless One
Chant to excite love
i've read the book over 10 times, i've read all the stories, i've read every single post about NAP on this forum. i read how people feel energy doing the middle pillar. but i don't feel any energy. i'm also not getting any results.
lets get things straight. i'm not some tween trying to get a quick spell for love. okay i'm 24 i've been into magik/the occult since i was 14.
i have a target girl. now the way the books successes stories sounds, the guy does it one night. and by the next morning the target is head over heels in love and wanting to spend the rest of her life with him.. but so far i've gotten nothing.
as i'm saying the Chant to excite love. i'm trying to picture my target girl. being in love. kissing holding each other.. you know things of that nature. but so far nothing...
and i do know the target girl, she works at one of the places i teach music at, she also doesn't have a boyfriend
i do have a very hard time with visualizing. my mind is always wandering, and i try to focus but i have a hard time... thats why i recorded myself saying the NAP ritual.. but i've not felt any strong energy surge with that either.. or trance like state
i have no idea what i'm doing wrong..
i'm much obliged to everyone who has advice