Hi there everybody
I have been into the NAP for a while now, to be exact it is my 12th ritual today.
I always preform the banishing of evil ritual at the beginning then i do my NAP then the requested ritual after that. In this case it is "chant to bring success".
my 11th ritual went very good on the NAP part, i felt pressure on my forehead and didn't feel my body at all.It was so strong that i couldn't do my chant.
Regarding my NAP I do not see anything wrong with it, I like to keep it this simple and short. And I always focus on my intentions and pause during the chant.
Well my problem Is that I do not feel good, I am depressed. And the girl I want and doing the ritual for have been an total disaster. Like hitting into a wall .
Could this be because of my approach or am I doing something very wrong. I am feeling really down, so bad that I sometimes get dark thoughts. Not that I want to kill myself, Its just that I am thinking what if thoughts.
Could someone please help me and give me advise. should I stop or should continue... maybe try to reach my mentor ?